Our Fun Day at Gateway!

Daddy helping Liv climb the wall and everything else it has to offer at Gateway Discovery on Saturday... what a great day it was! We played, we shopped, we ate, bought some serious treats... then we played some more!!!

A Few Things On My Mind Today..

There's this part of me that is just waiting for me to say some things... don't know what or why for sure, but I think I have plenty that I want to say.... just a little something for whatever reason I need to write.

So much of what we experience is part of what we really truly each choose to make happen... it's just that simple. Life here is not that complicated. Just choose, please choose to try to be happy, no matter what. That's it. Just take whatever your circumstances are and make them GREATER than the circumstance. Laugh at it. Loose yourself in it. Be in it... and just love that you get to be part of this incredible experience here. Life is not meant to be a terrible journey or bad experience for any of us, I really know that!!! Find JOY. Really FIND JOY!!!! Laugh and love and don't take things too seriously... EVERYONE can find, feel it, and experience it. We all have our challenges, and BOY ARE THEY CHALLENGES!!!! But, with that said, in those challenges, find beauty in them some..way. Because that is what we are here to find.. and I think that is maybe the lesson. We can't live in this universe without lessons, right..? Nobody will escape that... and because that is the reality... simply put. We are eached tossed a handful or two of them, and I feel strongly that when you do, you will feel that beautiful sweet joy. It's in your every wakening experience. It's right in front of you. Just reach out and make it yours. It's sweet in it's imperfect perfect beauty. Nothing, nor is anyone perfect... so let go of what your perception or expectation of what happiness is... because it will never be found this way. Just LIVE IT! Be IN IT... but raise the bar high for YOU! Whatever your experience is right now... make it better than just what you have accepted... make a choice for YOU.. set a STANDARD of what you want for yourself!!!! Because you are EVERTHING and God gave... YOU. Nobody can take away from you what is your honor, your individual beautiful perfect and wonderful self worth... your soul. It is solely yours to love, nurture, look after and govern. So value and honor the person that you are blessed to BE... and never never let ANYONE or ANY CIRCUMSTANCE take that away... you are your gift to look after to love and give back... to help the people in YOUR life.. that love you and need you.

Adam Lambert is My Pick on American Idol for Smokey Robinson's Song Entitled "Tracks of My Tears"... It's Awesome!

People say I'm the life of the party
Because I tell a joke or two
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Deep inside I'm blue
So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..I need you, need you
Since you left me if you see me with another girl
Seeming like I'm having fun
Although she may be cute
She's just a substitute
Because you're the permanent one..So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..I need you, need you
Outside I'm masquerading
Inside my hope is fading
Just a clown oh yeah
Since you put me down
My smile is my make up
I wear since my break up with you..So take a good look at my face
You'll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it's easy to trace

The tracks of my tears

Liv & Annie Made Greeting Cards to Kate & her Pups

My 2 fav girls lookin' after Kate's little babes... welcoming these precious little pups! Thankfully I have these 2 checkin' in every day giving them lots of love while Grammy is at work!

Puppy Update!

Update on my Kate... the 2 babies left were never born during the night. I was up most of the night waiting and watching to be sure that everything would be ok with Mama Kate. Finally, around 9:00am this morning, Julia and I made a call to the vet to find out what we needed to do next. They were mostly concerned that if the pups were not alive, that she would get a serious infection that could cost her... her life. So, she just had the C-section and I just barely received a call from the doc... one puppy made it the other not, but Mama is doing good! So... pretty much all good news mostly because Kate was my main concern!!! We have 3 females and 1 male! I get to pick them up at 5:30 today and bring em' all home finally!

We Have Puppies

Little Kate gave birth to "3" adorable little pups today! Mommy and babies are doing well... but she's not done yet! The doc says she has "2" more to go... so sometime tonight! Wow, my little Kate, how did you do this? It's been quite an eventful day, with visitors coming and going all day long. I feel like it was me having babies and people were coming to visit me in the hospital, bringing gifts and all! Thanks Julia & Clark for hangin' out with me off and on all day and calling another doc for a 2nd opinion! Are we all on it or what? What a great support team I have! And Monty... thanks for pickin' up dinner for me and hangin' out with me this evening... what a great date night we had! Liv and Annie was perfectly precious, attending to Kate's every need, restoring her strength with fresh doggy water and turkey slices brought to her bedside. What a team you 2 girls are! Couldn't have done it without you all! :)

I'll keep ya'll updated once they're all here and I'll post some pics tomorrow of these perfect little babes!

Wedding Bells are beginning to RING!

Brittany, Liv and Justina.. my girls are soooo beautiful! We spent the afternoon together checkin' out wedding options at Thanksgiving Point for Landon & Justina...! We had a BLAST :)

Swimming Suits... 2009

So... which one ladies???

Ready to Ride?

Alll..righty gang! It's that time of year! Is everyone ready?

I Like This One :)

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her..

Girls Night Out!!!

Date night at Cheesecake Factory with my girls... what a fun time we had!!!

Hi Rick...

Just in case you ever log on to my blog again... I would just like to tell you thank you for the good memories and incredibly fun times we had together. I think enough of you that I hope you and I can remain good friends, always. You are truly a sweetheart, and I want to thank-you for the short time we had together. It made for an incredible memory book. If this makes any sense at all to you, I just truly believe you and I ultimatley were on different tracks in life, trying hard to merge them, but in the end it doesn't make for long-term happiness. I hope you understand me.. I think you do. I wish you the best in everything, always.

My Little Annie

Annie wrote a poem to Kate & Harvey and their new puppies due anyday... is she just cute or "what"? I will post it soon :)

There's goin' to be a WEDDING in August!!!

Justina... you are beeeeautiful inside and out. Seeing you and Landon on Sunday made me the happiest Mom in the world. I love you already and can't wait to plan yours and Landon's wedding with you!